hey hey hey, you're my headache

i want to live differently.
i want to live in a house with my best friends, with a big comfy couch in our living room where we all go to sit and watch tv together after working all day.
i want to go on picnics.
i want to fly kites.
i want to go camping.

i want to make real art that means something to me.
and i want the people i know to not think they have to pose when a camera is pointed in their direction.
i want to capture people getting ready. doing work, doing their thing.

i want a room in my house covered in a ridiculous wall paper, some horrible yellow old pattern, with a brown rug and a wall covered by a book shelf packed to capacity.

i want a fresh start.